Thursday, February 14, 2013
pedal and clutch
"Happy Valentine's Day." Shigure came to visit me tonight. He handed me a small paper bag. There was chocolate inside.
"Let me guess. Tohru."
"Of course, you loner. Who else would give you chocolate? You're so busy, you don't have time for women, correct?" Shigure runs off his mouth again. I know why he's here. Of course, it's Valentine's Day after all. Which is funny, because he already knows the answer. "How's Akito?"
"The same." And I had hoped that today would even trigger some change. But no. "Still mute." We don't know why she stopped talking. I don't believe it's depression. Which is a crazy assumption. But we can't determine the cause why she simply doesn't want to talk. Well, as long as she's willing to live, it's fine.
"Are you going to see her?"
"Believe it or not, Tohru also made her chocolate." I raised my eyebrow and smiled a bit. "I'll give her this and I'll be on my way."
Afterwards, when Shigure left, it made me wonder what he said earlier. What will happen to me? Will I really end up living alone? Maybe he has a point that I'm too busy for other things -- that I'm too busy to move on for my own good.
checked myself at 7:29 PM
Tuesday, December 11, 2012
I shake my head
I have no doubt anymore that Akito chooses not to speak. It's not a physical condition. Akito is healthy despite the circumstances. Akito simply doesn't want to speak. Maybe I should refer a psychiatrist to Akito. I'm losing hope. I feel really powerless right now. I don't see any point in helping the situation. As the days go, and as Akito stays silent, we're going on our first year ever since she stopped talking. For how long, Akito? What happened? Until now, we're at a dead end. Don't kid yourself that everyone is okay with it. Everyone is worried, don't you know?
checked myself at 11:39 PM
Thursday, September 13, 2012
someone special?
As a doctor, it's hard for me to write. I'm no good with it. How do you write down your emotions on a piece of paper? When someone feels ill, it's normal to tell me how they're feeling. It's my job. But to whom should I tell my problems? I find it hard to tell other people, but they say writing relieves the body from the worries and the stress. There are people who write down what they feel in order to understand what they're feeling. It's exhausting to keep everything in. And I don't know anyone who I can talk to with this problem. I'm not much of a talker or a writer. And right now maybe I'm feeling a little tired. Until now, I've kept ignoring this bugging thought, but there is a limit. It's just that I wonder; will I ever find another?
checked myself at 3:35 PM
Monday, April 09, 2012
things aren't getting better here
'Akito never seemed to be in a better mood.' This what I've told Shigure. I asked him to stay with Akito for a while. I meant that I wanted him to stay for the rest of the year until Akito starts talking again. It doesn't really matter to ask him, since Shigure started spending more time here in the Main House. I guess he knows his priorities now.
It's been months already, but Akito doesn't resist or throw tantrums whenever I conduct a check up. What's remarkable is that I find nothing wrong. Her heart beat is normal, she eats properly, blood pressure is a bit low, but that's due to her lack of activities. She doesn't do anything, but she just stares off into space. Akito just doesn't want to talk. Why? Maybe... No it can't be... I have a feeling, but I must be mad to assume it. It does seem that the reason of her sickness or the cause of it all is something else. For the time being, maybe Shigure would be able to help.
checked myself at 3:12 PM
Tuesday, January 10, 2012
the wait after the attack
It's supposed to be my year now. Just when I thought things would become easy for me, bad turns to worse. I was making talking to a patient of my friend in the city, when I received a call from the main house. Akito collapsed in broad daylight. I immediately made arrangements to move Akito stay in the emergency room. A few hours after, Akito's been moved out of the emergency room. But Akito is still unconscious. The specialist is still baffled as to what triggered her collapse. I'm keeping a close watch on her. Shigure is out of the country right now and he's expected to be back late January. I don't want to call him. I don't want to disturb him. Ignorance is bliss.
checked myself at 5:17 PM
Hatori Sohma. His age is 27 and the Dragon of the Zodiac. He is the private doctor to the Sohma clan.
Hatori is a very serious and humorless type. It is his job to erase the memories of those who discover the
Sohma clan secret, though it's not entirely clear if this is simply a form of hypnosis or more of a supernatural power.
When his curse activates, he turns into a seahorse rather than a giant fire-breathing lizard. It's because
the Chinese consider the seahorse to be baby dragons and the actual name in Japanese translates to it.
He is very self-conscious about his transformation in the fact that he is the "great and powerful dragon" but appears as a "seahorse".
He had a bad experience whe he loved a girl named Kana, her assistant. Like Shigure and Ayame, he is very tall and is really a nice man when you look at him closely. He is to be married to Mayuko-sensei in the Fruits Basket canon arc.
Hatori is the kind of guy who usually likes to look responsible and professional. He can barely see out of his left eye, because Akito hurt it when Hatori wanted to get married. Hatori seems sort of jerky when you first meet him, but you eventually understand that he's not, and the reason why he acts as such.
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